Way With Words

            Well, I finally remembered the motivator to keep me going while trying to Throw Out Fifty Things: storytelling time.

            I became addicted to audiobooks by chance – browsing the media section of the library, grabbing something random off the shelf because the spine caught my eye and the back cover piqued my interest. The first book: Dick Francis’ “The Danger” read by Tony Britton. Not only did the first line hook me, the crisp British accent took me and the suspense of the story kept me going. It didn’t take long to track down all of Britton’s readings of Francis’ books. Where (or to whom) to go from there was the next challenge. There are some good readers, some dry readers and some too challenging to hear.

            There are some readers I like for their range in caricatures, cadences and quick wit. There are some I enjoy just to hear them ‘out of character’ of well-known roles. To hear Jonathan Frakes imitate Patrick Stewart is one thing. To hear John DeLancie do the same is another. Yes, this space cadet will admit to owning most readings of Star Trek:TNG actors.

            So, who kept me occupied while clearing the clutter? David Strathairn reading Louis L’amour’s “Hondo.” I had seen the movie a week before, aware that no one other than John Wayne could fill the boots of a strong character. Yet Strathairn’s reading was and wasn’t Wayne’s performance from screen to disc. It was much more. Then again, books always provide more for the mind’s eye than any movie can.

            I figure by the time Hondo’s quest is completed, I will have found the resemblance of a crafting corner than the current state of chaos. Now that I think about it – as the bag of movies, music and other miscellany increases- I might know where the boxes of audiobooks are… I hope.

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Looking Up in the Library

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No, nothing new about going to the library or the monthly trek to the city one. Well, wrong – the new item today was being a week overdue, so that cut in to the foolishness fund for next month.

What was fun and new today was the perspective. Oh, I already knew I brought my camera in to take some shots through the windows. I hadn’t planned to encounter two other photographers on a mission – made for some fun sidestepping to stay out of their way.

I managed to find five books to borrow. Would have been helpful to write down the full call number needed for one – ‘close but no cigar’ results in ‘close, but not quite right’ in titles requested by one who knows you’re off on a mission.

So, a few photos of looking up while in the library…

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Because…

The new year brings a wide collection of motivational ‘yes you can’ announcements: from magazine covers to ‘new year, new you’ television talk shows to various talking heads on the radio telling you what you should do.

Among the daily readings I get in my email box – by choice, not spam – an interesting site to peruse is “The Daily Motivator” from Ralph Marston. An interesting collection of very short reads that provide a morsel for the mind. Granted, it doesn’t quench the thirst of the daily readings from the WEL(s), but it serves a purpose.

“Just Because” was part of the 2011 collection. It’s fitting for any day of the year.

While I chose to not post anything for this past weekend (aside from fixing a few errors for the latter part of the week and tucking in a ‘new’ poem on the poetry page), it’s amazing for me that just because I didn’t post for two days doesn’t mean I’ve already ‘failed’ in my goal. I’m still whatever posts ahead of zero this year.

Is there going to be a routine to the ramblings? Is that even possible? Is it practical? Is it even a point?

The only thing new for this ‘old’ writer is to write the checklist for the day (it ends my checklist each night under the ‘did I remember’ so I don’t forget). This time around, I’ve managed to improve the number of items accomplished, started or in mid-stride. And like the bills to be paid on time, there are deadlines for some that I will hopefully not miss (not saying the world should end if I do, but I like a target to have).

One new page has been added above: SVW Homework. A reason (of many) as to why I started this tablet was for accountability with the assignments given weekly. Once this first one of the year is completed and properly polished, it will be posted. If I do this right, it should be done before the next assignment is given. I hope.

In the meantime, the sun is aiming for its midday place – methinks it’s a good time to get to the waterfalls at a leisurely pace.

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Friday Ficlet/Fiction Fragment

A new habit planned – short fiction Fridays. Another term for them would be ‘flash fiction.’ Today’s  posting is more of a fragment, inspired by a shared prompt from a fellow writer, involving characters from the NaNoWriMo project of 2011.

The prompt given was the first paragraph – a seed of a scene shared by a fellow writer who couldn’t get it to ‘bloom’ the way it began. Here is my continuation of that proffered part:

 

Accidental Discovery

 

            He just sat there looking at her, poking the toast point in and out of the fried egg, making a sloshing and sucking noise with the egg yolk. He laughed inside his head. She looked terrified.

            “Honestly, it isn’t the first time you’ve called me by my brother’s name,” Royce said determined to keep his face expressionless. “You’ve done it a number of times. Never in front of friends or on our anniversary, thank you very much.”

            “And you’ve never said a word,” Maggie said, the cup of cold coffee still held in midair, knuckles white around the handle. Her determination not to count aloud to three in the five languages she knew, her resolve not to shower him with the bitter brewed beverage was something only a magician could accomplish, he thought.

            “Well, like, ya know, it’s totally, like a dangerous, like, quest, to see why you do such a thing, ya know?” Royce knew his feeble attempt at Valley-speak would have earned him a glare and a   high heel thrown at him from his sister, Gail; a worrying look over the glasses from Danny.

            Maggie’s quiet response would have reduced anyone else to ashes. Not the wounded soldier/son who had seen every variation of hell, from desert to high-water.

            Clearing his throat, Royce chose his next words with care. “My theory to the ‘Freudian slips’ as your former field would call them? Either you were channeling your sister because Danny screwed up significantly; or that was your variation of ‘damn you’ if I screwed up somehow.”

            “You’ve never said anything,” she repeated, the cup of coffee now pushed to the middle of the table, the cream-added contents spilling onto his breakfast.

            He decided against finishing the meal, concerned now with the possibility of poison instead of paprika and pepper on the plate. As the rivulets surrounded the abandoned toast, the tan liquid filling in the valleys of the burnt toast, the yolk of the undercooked egg now seeping from its dome, he watched as the fluids mingled, aware that Maggie’s stare hadn’t lessened.

            “You don’t think I didn’t know you and he dated at one time? Sorry if you were expecting a ‘hurt husband’ or a ‘tyrant’s temper tantrum’ over an alleged lovers’ triangle, but I’m all right with that. I see how you two glance at each other. I remember reading between the lines of the letters he used to write me during that time.”

            Maggie’s eyes narrowed. “He told you? My sister doesn’t even know and-.”

            “We perfected the emotional code in letter writing,” Royce said with a hint of mocked pride. “You made him happy and goodness knows he needed it; you deserved it. It isn’t worth discounting. As for your sister, do I look crazy enough to tell her? It’s their relationship; his responsibility if he dares.”

            “Any other man would be livid,” she said, reaching for the mess he pulled away from her. “Any other man-.”

            “Believe it or not, Maggie, you didn’t marry ‘any other man,’ because I chose to say ‘I do’ and vow my life to you forever.” He sighed, feeling a weight on his legs that rivaled the time of the accident. His hands dropping to his sides, he wheeled his chair out from under the table, setting the dishes on his lap. “I may be the occasional invalid, but I’m not insecure. I thought you might see the same level of amusement that I had. I guess I was wrong.”

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Something to think about…

“It is God who arms me with strength and keeps my way secure.” ~ 2 Samuel 22:33.

 Markets fall, savings dwindle; bills increase; worries go the way of roller coasters in their unpredictability of ups and downs, twists and turns. It’s reassuring to know that God has prepared us and strengthened us to continue on our heavenly-bound way. It doesn’t matter if we have the happiness here on earth, a happiness that can sometimes be fleeting, sometimes come with another person’s expectations attached. It doesn’t matter what works we have done because we will never be able to earn/work our way to heaven. That price was paid in full by Christ on the cross.

 When approached by or addressing a friend or family member in need, in pain, the Holy Spirit provides to words to say. If a prophet such as Moses could speak to the peoples, even with his manner of speech, so can we – thanks to the confidence and guidance given by God through the Holy Spirit.

 So no matter what titles line the many rows of self-help shelves, no matter how many charismatic speakers try to pave a way filled with uncertainty, rest assured that God is the one who has us in his arms and prepares us for our path home.

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Forgotten Films

A funny thing happens when there are too many things to try to keep track of – some things are forgotten.

Case in point: my brother and I were discussing films – which ones we had seen in the theatre (turns out it took me longer to name the last three films because two of them were from two years prior), which ones we had owned, which ones we have borrowed and which ones we had loaned.

I ‘flunked’ the first question only because I keep my movie-going wishlist very short: Harry Potter or Star Trek, afternoon matinée. I might splurge on a small popcorn and small soda. Anything beyond that would require my finding something larger than a $20 bill when I go by myself.

As for owning films, I have a simple rule: keep only as many as will fit in a shoebox. For the most part, that rule has remained. Problem is finding a second copy of “Shawshank Redemption” in the shoebox because I bought it on sale for $5, forgetting I already had a better copy purchased long before at about the same cost. Thankfully, my brother didn’t own it, so he got it, along with whatever other Stephen King film was in that package.

Films borrowed (90% of what I watch comes courtesy of the library systems with the ideal price of ‘free’ unless I’m running late – and that happens every now and then) – I belatedly discovered three films I had already borrowed and watched from ‘way back when’ so convinced myself that subconsciously, I just wanted to see them again. That helps make up for the small handful of films checked out that didn’t make it past the five-minute viewing mark. When borrowing from friends, there is a particular place by the stair where the finished films are kept. As far as I know, I haven’t lost one – yet.

Movies loaned. If I’ve loaned any out, I don’t remember which ones they are, to whom or when. So maybe, just maybe, my brother has my copy of “Memento.” (Unless that was already his – if he even owns it.)

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Three Little Words

“How are you?”

 Three little words that can result in a variety of responses. At work, it’s said in passing, either the question fading away with the footsteps as two people pass one another, or the response such a fast flurry of words it’s any wonder what the answer was.

I’ve noticed that if one wanted the ‘short answer’ response, the question must be asked at least ten paces away – minimum. If the time of day is such that a longer response can be given, the respondent might be a magnificent twirl like a dancer, pivot like a basketball player, or smoothly spin like a server accustomed to balancing several things at once and not missing a beat.

I know someone who loathes being asked that question. Whether it’s because the inquisitor thinks it’s cute to imitate a ‘reel injun‘ (a fascinating documentary a friend recommended that I’m waiting for from the library) or because it comes across as a throwaway, not really interested, noise-making remark – who knows. I’ve learned never to ask the short question of this person.

Yet, it never stops me from asking in the halls. Sometimes, good news can be shared or an update on a recent concern. Sometimes it may require (if time and traffic permit) a moment to stand aside and chat. And every now and then it can get a startling (in a good way) response of ‘thanks for asking!’

One person at my church home in Denver gave the same answer 98% of the time in a booming, cheerful voice – “Outstanding!” It didn’t matter how things were elsewhere, he responded “Outstanding!” For some, the reason to ask was just for the response, in an uplifting kind of way. The other 2% of the time, his responses would be ‘out of the ordinary’ replies. If he asked you the question and you said ‘Fine,’ he’d reply with ‘Coarse’ just to see if you were paying attention – that and claim that it was an ‘upgrade’ in the sandpaper department. Other times it might be in German or Latin just to keep you on your toes.

Now, that short question has probably been abbreviated thanks to texting, twittering or any other technological form of communication.

“How are you?”

Me? Blessed, content and very fortunate, thank you.

 

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Second Option

Top Shelf Chaos by Tommia Wright

It’s amazing what happens when one decides to finally toss out the old to make way for space anew.

Well, that’s not entirely true – most of what was accomplished in terms of cleaning today pertained to cyberspace: email options and documents/files that bring the speed of a computer down to a crawl.

Don’t get me wrong – I understand the purpose behind a paperless society. (No, this does not mean I will trade my towers of tomes for a gadget that has less reliability than an Etch-a-Sketch, thank you!) I can see the promise in removing the nests created by receipts, recipes, random ramblings, etc. The fact that I found something dated back to – wait, I’ll hold off on the rest of that confession and say it’s old. In the chaos I’d call ‘occasional clarity’ (I do know where 95% of the things I have are 50% of the time, but it’s usually a call for that 5% I can never find 100% of the time), I do own a rather useful book or two on the subjects of organizing and decluttering. I’d call it the ‘OD pairing.’

I suppose if I were to choose which half of “The Odd Couple” I’d consider myself to be, it would be Felix in terms of practical tasks (really – my work life has the clean-line appearance that would make Mr. Unger proud!), on the personal side of things, I currently have the evidence to say I’m Oscar. No, not Grouch as in trash can (a handy thing to use with greater frequency if I’m to find the full floorspace below me). Mr. Madison’s ‘who-cares’ attitude comes in handy for some things – dismissing ‘negativity nests’ to get to the root of a challenge being one of them, for example.

Back to the ‘OD’ books. Have I read them? In part, yes. Did I commit anything useful to memory? Of course not. Will I someday finish them before putting them into the bag marked ‘sell’? First thing! Well, bagging them that is…once I’ve found them.

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New year – New hopes

So begins another year. Nothing earth-shattering happened at midnight or shortly thereafter. I have yet to write a check to remember the 2012 and not 2011. I have yet to write a letter or card with the same challenge (although there is one item to be sent tomorrow).

I have a dear friend who kindly sends me daily inspirations verses from the Bible. This year, I decided to make it a point to keep track of them. So, by year’s end, a document with 366 verses to reference – ideally.

Today’s verse came from Psalm 33, verse 3: “Sing to him a new song; play skillfully and shout for joy.”

The first thing that came to mind was the harmony of the choir and congregation on any given Sunday, accompanied by one of the organists and maybe a flute player or two. The skill and practice required to have the songs come out just so – the time invested for the short moment of enjoyment that may hopefully linger as a pleasant memory – God-given talents. One organist in particular ended service with a medley of Bach and older, seldom played hymns. On those days, it didn’t hurt to be the last one out.

My brother and I enjoyed a chat and I couldn’t help reflecting on musical endeavors past, instruments forgotten, skills now vanished. If practice and persistence continued, what kind of music could be created or played now? That wasn’t the primary focus of our chat – looking that far back. The focus was in the blessings we have, the new year before us, and the things that money could never buy – security of family, foundation of faith – things that can’t be wrapped with a bow.

Do we shout about these sorts of things from the rooftops? No. We’re known for being relatively quiet about such things. If there is any shouting to be had on my side, it’s when frustrations have hit a supposedly impossible limit (and often with the foolish forgetfulness of taking such worries to God in prayer).

Yet, children are fearless in singing, playing, shouting – and with good reason: they have much to be excited about. Observing a Christmas Eve program, I dare you to find a child who would keep their light under a basket, dimming the message so eager to be shared.

While I know I am nowhere near the childish years (by official calendar count – some might argue, with adequate evidence that calendars have no bearing on behavior, humor and imagination), it would be a fun challenge to begin the year with child-like enthusiasm, daring to try something new, remembering to rediscover/reclaim something old, and whatever else may lie in between.

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Ending on an odd note…

Somehow I fell during the Fall

How that happened, I can’t recall.

What once was a habit that began with ‘Oh joy!’

In September had stumbled into ‘Oh boy?!’

Not that I lacked in topics to ramble

Amid crazy schedules that put sleep’s mode in scramble.

This past year was with trials and errors

Many chances flung to the air like a salvo of arrows.

The hope is to do better in 2012

To be more diligent in writing and other projects to delve.

In the meantime, the final post of the year

Thank you for reading the ponderings here.

 

 

Books Tell on You

 

Books tell on you. Really – be it the covers, the words woven between the covers, or better still, sly in manner, the slips of paper tucked within. Yes, it can be frightening to take a book by its covers, shake it furiously to see what falls out. Receipts, post cards marking reminders to magazines subscribed to, notes of things not to forget (which probably were), to do lists that were never done, shopping lists, phone numbers without names, names without memos.

Books tattle, so it helps to minimize the secrets trying to sneak out.

Then again, take a library book off the shelf, find a check-out list tucked within, a make-shift bookmark, and see what other items a patron before you paired with the prose, personal story, and poetry books in your hands. I’ve actually found a few interesting reads that way.

Someone asked me how I’d be described based on my bookshelf. Here, books tell on you openly, forget ‘undercover’ as the titles, photos, authors announce a part of the personality. My first response – smart aleck in delivery (after all the years of schooling, one would hope to lean towards ‘smart’ – then again, a few would say otherwise) – was ‘which bookcase do you want? I have five. Started with ten and that was with a downgrade from twenty (oh the dangers of a temporary stay in a townhouse!). There’s the ‘practical’ trio of bookcases – one in the open, the other two tucked away. Then there’s the ‘troublesome duo’ of questionable sanity. That’s assuming one can make their way to any of the bookcases at this point seeing as how there is the small writing desk piled high with all the items borrowed from the library, the small end tables with their assorted videos and music cases.

Darn, those stacks…how well can those tell on me? Oh, pretty well, especially if one’s looking at the dozen discs (music and movies). From Bryan Adams to Amy Grant, ABBA to ZZ Top… From “The Apartment” to “Last Holiday” to “Ziegfeld Girl”… Maybe it’s time to find the floor again…

 

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